Fosse / Searls Morning and Evening

1. Auflage 2024
ISBN: 978-1-80427-122-3
Verlag: Fitzcarraldo Editions
Format: EPUB
Kopierschutz: 6 - ePub Watermark

E-Book, Englisch, 64 Seiten

A child who will be named Johannes is born. An old man named Johannes dies. Between these two points, Jon Fosse gives us the details of an entire life, starkly compressed. Beginning with Johannes's father's thoughts as his wife goes into labour, and ending with Johannes's own thoughts as he embarks upon a day in his life when everything is exactly the same, yet totally different, Morning and Evening is a novel concerning the beautiful dream that our lives have meaning.

Jon Fosse was born in 1959 on the west coast of Norway and is the recipient of countless prestigious prizes, both in his native Norway and abroad. Since his 1983 fiction debut, Raudt, svart [Red, Black], Fosse has written prose, poetry, essays, short stories, children's books and over forty plays. In 2023, he was awarded the Nobel Prize in Literature 'for his innovative plays and prose which give voice to the unsayable'.

Autoren/Hrsg.

Fosse, Jon

Searls, Damion

Leseproben

More hot water, Olai, says the old midwife Anna

Don’t just stand there in the doorway, she says

No, sorry, Olai says

and he feels a heat and a chill spread all across his skin and make it prickle and he feels a joy move through all of him and force its way out through his eyes, as tears, as he hurries into the kitchen and over to the stove and starts to scoop steaming hot water into a wooden bowl, hot water like this yes that’s what she needs, yes, Olai thinks, and he scoops more hot water into the bowl and he hears Anna the midwife say that’s probably enough, yes, that should be enough, she says and Olai looks up and there is Anna the old midwife standing next to him and she takes the bowl

I can take it in myself, I’ll do it, says the old midwife Anna

and then a muffled scream comes from the room and Olai looks the old midwife Anna in the eye and he nods at her and is that a little smile on his mouth as he stands there

Not much longer now, the old midwife Anna says

If it’s a boy we’ll name him Johannes, Olai says

We’ll see, she says

Johannes, yes, Olai says

Like my father, he says

Yes, that’s a good name, the old midwife Anna says

and another scream comes from the room, louder now

Patience, Olai, says the old midwife Anna

Patience, she says

Do you hear me? she says

Be patient, she says

You’re a fisherman, you know how womenfolk don’t belong in the boat, right? she says

Uh huh, Olai says

It’s the same for menfolk here, do you know what would happen? the old midwife Anna says

Yes, bad luck, Olai says

Exactly, bad luck, yes, the old midwife Anna says

and Olai sees Anna the old midwife go straight to the door of the room and she is holding the bowl of hot water in front of her with outstretched arms and then Anna the old midwife stops in front of the door to the room and she turns around to face Olai

Don’t just stand there, the old midwife Anna says

and that scares Olai, can just standing here cause bad luck unintentionally? no that can’t be what she meant, and will something go wrong now, with Marta, the woman he loves and honours and respects so much, his beloved, his wife, now will something, no, it can’t

Close the kitchen door, Olai, and sit down on your chair, the old midwife Anna says

and Olai sits down at one end of the kitchen table and he puts his elbows on the table and he holds his head in his hands and it’s good he took Magda to his brother’s today, Olai thinks, when he went to get Anna the old midwife he rowed around to his brother’s with Magda first and he didn’t know if that was the right thing to do, because she’s almost a grown woman, Magda, the years go by so fast, but Marta asked him to, when it was time and he was going to row out to get Anna the old midwife he had to take Magda with him so that she could stay with his brother during the birth, she was still too young to learn too exactly what awaited her as a grown woman, Marta had said, and he had to do what she told him to do, of course, even if he would actually have liked to have Magda at home now, she’s such a smart and sensible girl, has been for as long as he can remember, good at everything she does, he ended up with a good daughter, Olai thinks, but then it didn’t seem like the Lord God would grant them more children, Marta wasn’t with child again and the years went by and eventually they resigned themselves to not having any more children, that was just how it was, that was their fate they said and they thanked the Lord God for having given them Magda because if they hadn’t had even her, no, it would have been sad and lonely for them here on the island of Holmen where they lived, in the house he had built himself, his brothers and neighbours had helped of course but he had done most of the work himself, and when he’d proposed to Marta he already had Holmen, he had bought it for a small sum and thought it all out, where their house should be built, he had thought of that, it had to be sheltered from the wind and the storms, where the boat house and landing should be, he had thought of that too, he needed those too didn’t he, and the first thing he built was the landing, in a calm bay facing inland, sheltered from the wind and storms from the sea to the west of Holmen, yes, and then he built the house, not so very big and not all that nice maybe but it was good enough and now, now Marta was lying in the room there about to give him a son at last, now little Johannes was about to be born, he was sure of it, Olai thought, sitting there at the end of the kitchen table, on his chair, his head propped up in his hands, as long as nothing goes wrong, as long as Marta has a good birth, brings the child into the world, as long as the child little Johannes doesn’t stay inside Marta’s belly and neither survives, little Johannes or Marta, as long as what happened to his mother that terrible day doesn’t happen now, to Marta, no, he can’t bear to think about it, Olai thinks, because they’ve been so good together, Olai and Marta, they loved each other from the very first moment, Olai thinks, but now? will Marta be taken from him now? could God be so evil to him? no, God surely doesn’t want that, no, but Olai has never doubted that Satan rules this world as much as the good Lord does, it’s probably ruled more by a lower god or by evil itself, this world is, but not entirely, because the good Lord exists too, that’s how it is, Olai thinks sitting there at the end of the kitchen table on his chair and propping his head in his hands, no the good Lord has been merciful to him, at least so far, he has been so happy and loved his wife and his daughter Magda, no complaints, no since Magda they had no complaints about their fate at all but only praise for the Lord God because they had had her, that’s what they really thought, both Marta and him, but then Marta’s belly began to get bigger and then it was clear to them both that now the Lord God had given them another child and when there was no more doubt they thanked the Lord God for having blessed them with another baby and this time it would surely be a boy, now it was time for little Johannes to be born, Olai was very sure of it, so now the day and the hour had come and it was taking such a long time, such a long time, Olai thinks sitting there at the end of the kitchen table on his chair and propping his head in his hands, now it is time for the baby boy to come into the world, that was certain, the only thing uncertain was whether it would come into this evil world alive or dead, yes, that’s what mattered now, Olai thinks, but if the boy was born alive there was no doubt about what he would be named, he had told Marta a long time ago that the child she was pregnant with should be named Johannes after his father and she had not said anything against it, yes, that’s a good name, she’d said, the boy should be named Johannes after his father, Olai’s father, Olai thinks, and why is it so quiet in there in the bedroom now? can something have gone wrong? it didn’t seem like anything was wrong when the old midwife Anna was in the kitchen to get more hot water, did it? no he couldn’t see any sign in the old midwife Anna that anything wasn’t the way it should be, no, Olai thinks, and suddenly he feels calmer, yes, almost happy, that’s how he feels all of a sudden, yes you can change just like that, can’t you, hard to believe, Olai thinks, now a little baby boy, little Johannes, will see the light of day, in the darkness and warmth inside Marta’s belly until now he has grown big and healthy and strong, he has turned from being nothing at all into a person, a little fellow, yes, there in Marta’s belly he has gotten fingers and toes and a face too, eyes and a brain in there and maybe a little hair too, and now he’s coming out, while Marta his mother screams in pain, out into the cold world and there he’ll be alone, separated from Marta, separated from everyone, he’ll be alone there always alone and then, after it’s all over, when his time comes, he will be dissolved and turn back into nothing and go back where he came from, from nothing to nothing, that’s the path of life, for people, animals, birds, fishes, houses, bowls, for everything that exists, yes, Olai thinks, and then there’s so much more too, he thinks, because even if it’s possible to think such thoughts, from nothing to nothing, it’s not like that’s it, there is so much more to it than that, but what is this everything else? the blue sky, the trees where leaves grow? the word that was in the beginning, as it says in Scripture, that lets a person understand deep things and shallow things, what is this everything else? no, to say it, who can say it? because probably it’s a spirit of God that’s in everything and turns everything into more than a nothing, gives it meaning, and colour, and that, Olai thinks, is why God’s word and spirit is in everything, that’s how it is, he’s sure of it, Olai thinks, but he is just as sure that Satan’s will is active too, and whether there is more of the one or the other, no,...