King The Dust Flower

1. Auflage 2016
ISBN: 978-1-5183-8658-9
Verlag: Krill Press
Format: EPUB
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E-Book, Englisch, 364 Seiten

Basil King was a late 19th and early 20th century author best known for his spiritually and religiously themed works, such as The Discovery of God.

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King, Basil

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CHAPTER I
.................. IT IS NOT OFTEN THAT you see a man tear his hair, but this is exactly what Rashleigh Allerton did. He tore it, first, because of being under the stress of great agitation, and second, because he had it to tear—a thick, black shock with a tendency to part in the middle, but brushed carefully to one side. Seated on the extreme edge of one of Miss Walbrook’s strong, slender armchairs, his elbows on his knees, he dug his fingers into the dark mass with every fresh taunt from his fiancée. She was standing over him, high-tempered, imperious. “So it’s come to this,” she said, with decision; “you’ve got to choose between a stupid, vulgar lot of men, and me.” He gritted his teeth. “Do you expect me to give up all my friends?” “All your friends! That’s another matter. I’m speaking of half a dozen profligates, of whom you seem determined—I must say it, Rash; you force me to it—of whom you seem determined to be one.” He jumped to his feet, a slim, good-looking, well-dressed figure in spite of the tumbled effect imparted by excitement. “But, good heavens, Barbara, what have I been doing?” “I don’t pretend to follow you there. I only know the condition in which you came here from the club last night.” He was honestly bewildered. “Came here from the club last night? Why—why, I wasn’t so bad.” Standing away from him, she twirled the engagement solitaire as if resisting the impulse to snatch it off. “That would be a question of point of view, wouldn’t it? If Aunt Marion hadn’t been here––” “I’d only had––” “Please, Rash! I don’t want to know the details.” “But I want you to know them. I’ve told you a dozen times that if I take so much as a cocktail or a glass of sherry I’m all in, when another fellow can take ten times as much and not––” “Rash, dear, I haven’t known you all my life without being quite aware that you’re excitable. ‘Crazy Rash’ we used to call you when we were children, and Crazy Rash you are still. But that’s not my point.” “Your point is that that infernal old Aunt Marion of yours doesn’t like me.” “She’s not infernal, and she’s not old, but it’s true that she doesn’t like you. All the more reason, then, that when she gave her consent to our engagement on condition that you’d give up your disgusting habits––” He raced away from her to the other side of the room, turning to face her like an exasperated animal at bay. The room was noteworthy, and of curiously feminine refinement. Expressing Miss Marion Walbrook as it did, it made no provision for the coarse and 5 lounging habits of men, Miss Walbrook’s world being a woman’s world. All was straight, slender, erect, and hard in the way that women like for occasions of formality. It was evident, too, that Miss Walbrook’s women friends were serious, if civilized. There was no place here for the slapdash, smoking girl of the present day. The tone which caught your eye was that of dusky gold, thrown out first from the Chinese rug in imperial yellow, but reflected from a score of surfaces in rich old satinwood, discreetly mounted in ormolu. On the French-paneled walls there was but one picture, Sargent’s portrait of Miss Walbrook herself, an exquisite creature, with the straight, thin lines of her own table legs and the grace which makes no appeal to men. Not that she was of the type colloquially known as a “back number,” or a person to be ignored. On the contrary, she was a pioneer of the day after to-morrow, the herald of an epoch when the blundering of men would be replaced by superior intelligence. You must know these facts with regard to Miss Walbrook, the aunt, in order to understand Miss Walbrook, the niece. The latter was not the pupil of the former, since she was too intense and high-handed to be the pupil of anyone. Nevertheless she had caught from her wealthy and public-spirited relative certain prepossessions which guided her points of view. Without having beauty, Miss Barbara Walbrook impressed you as Someone, and as Someone dressed by the most expensive houses in New York. For beauty her lips were too full, her eyes too slanting, 6 and her delicate profile too much like that of an ancient Egyptian princess. The princess was perhaps what was most underscored in her character, the being who by some indefinable divine right is entitled to her own way. She didn’t specially claim her way; she only couldn’t bear not getting it. Rashleigh Allerton, being of the easy-going type, had no objection to her getting her own way, but he sometimes rebelled against her manner of taking it. So rebelling now, he tried to give her to understand that he was master. “If you marry me, Barbe, you’ll have to take me as I am—disgusting habits and all.” It was the wrong tone, the whip to the filly that should have been steered gently. “But I suppose there’s no law to compel me to marry you.” “Only the law of honor.” Her whole personality was aflame. “You talk of honor!” “Yes I talk of it. Why shouldn’t I?” “Do you know anything about it?” “Would you marry a man who didn’t?” “I haven’t married any one—as yet.” “But you’re going to marry me, I presume.” “Considering the facts, that’s a good deal in the way of presumption, isn’t it?” They reached the place to which they came once in every few weeks, where each had the impulse to hurt the other cruelly. “If it’s so much presumption as all that,” he demanded, “what’s the meaning of that ring?” “Oh, I don’t have to go on wearing it.” Crossing the room she pulled it off and held it out toward him “Do you want it back?” He shrank away from her. “Don’t be a fool Barbe. You may go too far.” “That’s what I’m afraid of—that I’ve gone too far already.” “In what way?” “In the way that’s brought us face to face like this. If I’d never promised to marry you I shouldn’t now have to—to reconsider.” “Oh, so that’s it. You’re reconsidering.” “Don’t you see that I have to? If you make me as unhappy as you can before marriage, what’ll it be afterward?” “And how happy are you making me?” Holding the ring between the thumb and forefinger of the right hand, she played at putting it back, without doing it. “So there you are! Isn’t that another reason for reconsidering—for both of us?” “Don’t you care anything about me?” “You make it difficult—after such an exhibition as that of last night, right before Aunt Marion. Can’t you imagine that there are situations in which I feel ashamed?” It was then that he spoke the words which changed the current of his life. “And can’t you imagine that there are situations in which I resent being badgered by a bitter-tongued old maid, to say nothing of a girl––” He knew how “crazy” he was, but the habit of getting beyond his own control was one of long standing—“to say nothing of a girl who’s 8 more like an old maid than a woman going to be married.” With a renewed attempt at being master he pointed at the ring which she was still holding within an inch of its finger. “Put that back.” “I think not.” “Then if you don’t––” “Well—what?” Plunging his hands into the pockets of his coat, he began tearing up and down the room. “Look here, Barbe. This kind of thing can’t possibly go on.” “Which is what I’m trying to tell you, isn’t it?” “Very well, then; we can stop it.” “Certainly—in one way.” “The way of getting married, with no more shilly-shallying about it.” “On the principle that if you’re hanging over a precipice the best thing you can do is to fall.” He continued to race up and down the room, all nerves and frenzy. “Don’t we care about each other?” She answered carefully. “I think you care about me to the extent that you believe I’d make a good mistress of the house your mother left you, and which, you say, is like an empty sepulcher. If you didn’t have it on your hands, I don’t imagine it would have occurred to you to ask me.” “Well, that’s all right. Now what about you?” “You’ve already answered that question for...