Jones Local Fires

Stories
1. Auflage 2023
ISBN: 978-1-913640-60-6
Verlag: Parthian Books
Format: EPUB
Kopierschutz: 6 - ePub Watermark

E-Book, Englisch, 162 Seiten

Chloe enters the local talent show, seeking fame, fortune and a ticket out of town. Meanwhile, her mother, Angie, wakes up hungover on the morning of her fourth wedding day. William ponders his impending autism diagnosis through the lenses of Descartes and Hollywood heartthrob Clive Owen. Jimmy, the hot-headed proprietor of a firework shop, rages at the emergence of a rival store, as his ex-wife considers the existential ramifications of her uncanny resemblance to TV cleaning personality Kim Woodburn. Local Fires sees debut writer Joshua Jones turn his acute focus to his birthplace of Llanelli, South Wales. Sardonic and melancholic, joyful and grieving, these multifaceted stories may be set in a small town, but they have reach far beyond their locality. From the inertia of living in an ex-industrial working-class area, to gender, sexuality, toxic masculinity and neurodivergence, Jones has crafted a collection versatile in theme and observation, as the misadventures of the town's inhabitants threaten to spill over into an incendiary finale. In this stunning series of interconnected tales, fires both literal and metaphorical, local and all-encompassing, blaze together to herald the emergence of a singular new Welsh literary voice.

Joshua Jones (he/him) is a queer, autistic writer and artist from Llanelli, South Wales. He has an MA in Creative Writing from Bath Spa University, and has been published by Gutter Magazine, The Pomegranate London, Poetry Wales, Broken Sleep Books, and more. He has been commended by the Poetry Society and his story 'Half Moon, New Year' was shortlisted for the Rhys Davies Short Story Prize in 2021. His 'poetic installations' have been exhibited at Glynn Vivian Gallery, Swansea, Ty Turner House in Penarth, and elsewhere. His collaborative pamphlet with artist Caitlin Flood-Molyneux, Fistful of Flowers, was published in 2022. Local Fires is his debut fiction publication. Twitter: @nothumanhead

Autoren/Hrsg.

Jones, Joshua

Leseproben

The Fourth Wedding

I. Morning

In the room on the third floor, the pale, early-morning glow reaches across the walls, illuminating the interior, and warms the sock-clad feet of the figure lying spread-eagled on the bed against the one green-wallpapered wall.

She lies with her open mouth inches from a small pool of purple vomit, baring arse to the candelabra. Somewhere in the folds of the duvet a phone is ringing. Although muffled, its demands wake the figure. She stirs, her groans lost in the memory foam. She turns onto her side, cheek damp with dribble, wrinkling her nose in disgust. She smells the sick before she sees it and retreats across the bed. Pinching her nose, she searches with one hand through the duvet and finds her clutch bag by her knee. She fumbles with the lock and pulls out the phone from where it’s nestled between loose change, receipts from the bar downstairs. She answers the call on the final ring.

— Alright Angie, love? Ow’s the angover?

— Iya Jan. Am anging, fair play. You alright?

— Yes, yes, just downstairs with The Girls aving something to eat. Seen the time, love?

Angie squints through semi-closed eyelids, ignoring the dull ache in her left eye.

— Oh fuckin ell, it’s half ten! Right, am getting up now.

— Don’t worry, mun, we’ll be up with some brekkie for you inna bit. What d’you want?

— Paracetamol and a Berocca if you got any.

— Yes, yes, no problem. Anything to eat though?

Angie unsteadily makes her way over to the desk above which a large rectangular mirror hangs on the wall. She curses under her breath as she almost trips over her boots and jeans strewn across the floor.

— No thanks, onestly. Angie pauses. Maybe some toast might elp though.

— Alright love no problem. I’ve got the keycard so you go sort yourself out and we’ll be up inna bit.

She drops the phone onto the desk with a thud. Squints into the mirror, her nose almost touching that of her reflection’s; her contact lens is stuck to the left of her pupil. The eye is bloodshot and sore. As soon as she starts poking at it, tears flood her waterline, threatening to cascade down her cheek, still damp with forgotten saliva. She extracts it successfully, flicking the discarded contact lens into the bin below the desk. She blinks away the tears, rubs at her cheeks with the back of her hand. She checks the other eye in the mirror and realises she must have taken the lens out after stumbling into the room late last night. You fucking idiot, she says to her reflection. Surely by the fourth wedding you know not to drink the night before?

The glass on the bedside cabinet is full of water. Someone must have left it there for her. How’d she get here? Maybe she wouldn’t have thrown up if she had drunk the water. Or at least it may have washed out some of the purple colour. Angie picks the glass up and takes it to the en suite where she pours the lukewarm water down the drain. She fills the glass and drinks it in big quick gulps, soothing her scorched throat, and fills it again. She takes the glass back into the room and places it on the desk next to her phone.

Angie turns around to face the room and rests against the desk. She quietly observes the scene. Plans of how she’s going to undertake the cleaning of the room are almost immediately discarded, long before they near fruition. The throbbing in her head is too violent for coherent thought. But, not wanting Aunt Jan and The Girls to see the state of the place, she kicks her discarded clothes under the desk. Angie drops the duvet and pillows onto the floor. Delicately, she picks at the corners of the bedsheets, brings them together and ties them with the vomit in the middle. Holding her breath, she walks quickly to the room door, almost tripping over the duvet and dumps the sheets in the hallway. That’ll have to do.

The pressure of the shower drums against her scalp. It’s hot and heavy, softens the dull ache in her temples. Standing in the bathtub, the curtain pulled tight across the flimsy rail separates this moment of solitude from a day giving vows of undying commitment. Weeks of practice. Flash photography, children dancing and crying, choking on a perfumed neck when greeting a friend or work colleague, relatives fighting over who has the biggest hat and who wears it better. Angie hadn’t bothered with a photographer for the first two weddings. Well, the first one, they couldn’t afford it anyway. But they hired one for the third; she thought it would be a wedding to remember. During the months of organising the fourth wedding, she had thought to herself: This, this is the one I won’t want to forget. A voice through the front door, unmistakeably shrill, calls out from beyond the shower curtain:

— You in there, Ange? I got The Girls with me. Alright?

— Yeah, Jan, yeah. I’ll be with you inna minute.

— No worries, love, take your time.

Angie washes her hair with the complementary shampoo, the air thick with the sweet smell of coconut. She runs conditioner through her hair with her fingers, pressing it into the tips. Some of the dye from her freshly blonde curls bleeds down her back and thighs; not enough to cause concern. She hums the tune of a pop song played on the speakers of the bar last night — what was its name? The lyrics of the chorus, a song her daughters knew and sang to each other, with their faces almost touching and giggling. The same ten, twenty songs played on loop all night. She had heard it three or four times throughout the evening, enough times to remember the melody, but didn’t think to ask the barmaid who sings it.

Angie pulls the shower head from its clasp and washes out the conditioner from her hair. She watches the bubbles and creamy, coconut-scented foam swirl around the drain before descending. She briefly considers masturbating. Her water-wrinkled hand, still holding the shower head, skates past her considerable waist, past the caesarean scars and wide hips, towards her inner thighs. The water’s hot, constant pressure is too attractive.

Rapturous giggling interrupts her moment. She opens her eyes and blinks quickly, the light fading through the shower curtain. She is suddenly aware of how long she’s been in the shower and hastily places the head back in its clasp. Angie squirts shower gel into her hands and rubs it into her body. The artificial shea butter makes her almost retch. The faucet squeals when she twists it.

The persistent hum of the fan rushes to dominate the soundscape, without the whoosh of the shower to dampen it. White noise replaced by white noise. The curtain rattles along the rail as it’s yanked back. She breathes in the humidity, imagines her lungs wetting, a relief from last night’s chain-smoked cigarettes. She sighs, tugs a white towel from the radiator next to the shower. It’s soothing against her forehead. She wearily rubs at her burning skin, rich red worn through the day-old spray tan. She douses herself with deodorant before covering herself with the white robe that is hanging on the back of the door. She takes another towel from the radiator and wraps it around her hair.

Standing in front of the mirror, Angie wipes a small circle of the glass clean with the side of her clenched fist. The fan has done very little to clear the steam from the mirror — it makes a lot of noise for something so useless. Which husband was that? Too many of them, really. She had a type. She prods the bags under her eyes. The skin around them feels puffy. She removes the engagement ring from her pruned fingers to rub cream on her face, quietly thankful for the neutral, watery smell of aloe vera and cucumber. Anything stronger would be opportunity for retching, in her current state of fragility. After tonight, with a new wedding ring on her finger, the engagement ring, with its rows of stones that smugly, expensively glint in the mirror-light, will be placed in a wooden box with red velvet lining, stored at the bottom shelf of her bedside cabinet, where the rings from previous engagements and marriages are kept. Before leaving, Angie scoops up the complementary toiletries and stuffs them into her makeup bag.

A heavy, perfumed fog envelops her as soon as Angie opens the door to the bedroom. Aunt Janet is sat in the chair by the desk, Angie’s sister Susie and Charlie, Susie’s daughter, both sit on the edge of the bed. Susie has a daughter and a son, both with the same father, from her first and only marriage. It still appears to be successful. Angie’s own daughter Chloe, her youngest, stands in the back, between the bed and the window. The light from outside is still bright and fresh, not so pale as the morning. The aggressiveness of the ceiling light hurts Angie’s eyes, still sore from sleeping with one contact lens pushed to the side like a nagging thought.

The Girls are loud, never listening, only waiting until it’s their turn to drill into one another’s ears with their incessant giggling. Their lips, ultra-pink, protrude from faces an unnatural orange that nears brown, startling against the whites of their teeth. Jan and...