E-Book, Englisch, 326 Seiten
ISBN: 978-1-5378-0383-8
Verlag: Jovian Press
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I knew I couldn't do it. I hated them all. I wanted the whole Highways in Hiding rolled up like an old discarded carpet, with every Mekstrom on Earth rolled up in it. But I couldn't pull the trigger. The survivors would have enough savvy to clean up the mess before our bodies got cold, and the Highways crowd would be doing business at the same old stand. Without, I might add, the minor nuisance that people call Steve Cornell.
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.................. I’D RATHER NOT GO INTO the next week and a half in detail. I became known as the bridegroom who lost his bride, and between the veiled accusations and the half-covered snickers, life was pretty miserable. I talked to the police a couple-three times, first as a citizen asking for information and ending up as a complainant against party or parties unknown. The latter got me nowhere. Apparently the police had more lines out than the Grand Bank fishing fleet and were getting no more nibbles than they’d get in the Dead Sea. They admitted it; the day had gone when the police gave out news reports that an arrest was expected hourly, meaning that they were baffled. The police, with their fine collection of psi boys, were willing to admit when they were really baffled. I talked to telepaths who could tell me what I’d had for breakfast on the day I’d entered pre-school classes, and espers who could sense the color of the clothing I wore yesterday. I’ve a poor color-esper, primitive so to speak. These guys were good, but no matter how good they were, Catherine Lewis had vanished as neatly as Ambrose Bierce. I even read Charles Fort, although I have no belief in the supernatural, and rather faint faith in the Hereafter. And people who enter the Hereafter leave their remains behind for evidence. Having to face Catherine’s mother and father, who came East to see me, made me a complete mental wreck. It is harder than you think to face the parents of a woman you loved, and find that all you can tell them is that somehow you fouled your drive, cracked up, and lost their daughter. Not even dead-for-sure. Death, I think, we all could have faced. But this uncertainty was something that gnawed at the soul’s roots and left it rotting. To stand there and watch the tears in the eyes of a woman as she asks you, “But can’t you remember, son?” is a little too much, and I don’t care to go into details. The upshot of it was, after about ten days of lying awake nights and wondering where she was and why. Watching her eyes peer out of a metal casting at me from a position sidewise of my head. Nightmares, either the one about us turning over and over and over, or Mrs. Lewis pleading with me only to tell her the truth. Then having the police inform me that they were marking this case down as “unexplained.” I gave up. I finally swore that I was going to find her and return with her, or I was going to join her in whatever strange, unknown world she had entered. The first thing I did was to go back to the hospital in the hope that Dr. Thorndyke might be able to add something. In my unconscious ramblings there might be something that fell into a pattern if it could be pieced together. But this was a failure, too. The hospital super was sorry, but Dr. Thorndyke had left for the Medical Research Center a couple of days before. Nor could I get in touch with him because he had a six-week interim vacation and planned a long, slow jaunt through Yellowstone, with neither schedule nor forwarding addresses. I was standing there on the steps hoping to wave down a cruising coptercab when the door opened and a woman came out. I turned to look and she recognized me. It was Miss Farrow, my former nurse. “Why, Mr. Cornell, what are you doing back here?” “Mostly looking for Thorndyke. He’s not here.” “I know. Isn’t it wonderful, though? He’ll get his chance to study for his scholarte now.” I nodded glumly. “Yeah,” I said. It probably sounded resentful, but it is hard to show cheer over the good fortune of someone else when your own world has come unglued. “Still hoping,” she said. It was a statement and not a question. I nodded slowly. “I’m hoping,” I said. “Someone has the answer to this puzzle. I’ll have to find it myself. Everyone else has given up.” “I wish you luck,” said Miss Farrow with a smile. “You certainly have the determination.” I grunted. “It’s about all I have. What I need is training. Here I am, a mechanical engineer, about to tackle the job of a professional detective and tracer of missing persons. About all I know about the job is what I have read. One gets the idea that these writers must know something of the job, the way they write about it. But once you’re faced with it yourself, you realize that the writer has planted his own clues.” Miss Farrow nodded. “One thing,” she suggested, “have you talked to the people who got you out from under your car yet?” “No, I haven’t. The police talked to them and claimed they knew nothing. I doubt that I can ask them anything that the police have not satisfied themselves about.” Miss Farrow looked up at me sidewise. “You won’t find anything by asking people who have never heard of you.” “I suppose not.” A coptercab came along at that moment, and probably sensing my intention, he gave his horn a tap. I’d have liked to talk longer with Miss Farrow, but a cab was what I wanted, so with a wave I took it and she went on down the steps to her own business. I had to pause long enough to buy a new car, but a few hours afterward I was rolling along that same highway with my esper extended as far as I could in all directions. I was driving slowly, this time both alert and ready. I went past the scene of the accident slowly and shut my mind off as I saw the black-burned patch. The block was still hanging from an overhead branch, and the rope that had burned off was still dangling, about two feet of it, looped through the pulleys and ending in a tapered, burned end. I turned left into a driveway toward the home of the Harrisons and went along a winding dirt road, growing more and more conscious of a dead area ahead of me. It was not a real dead zone, because I could still penetrate some of the region. But as far as really digging any of the details of the rambling Harrison house, I could get more from my eyesight than from any sense of perception. But even if they couldn’t find a really dead area, the Harrisons had done very well in finding one that made my sense of perception ineffective. It was sort of like looking through a light fog, and the closer I got to the house the thicker it became. Just about the point where the dead area was first beginning to make its effect tell, I came upon a tall, browned man of about twenty-four who had been probing into the interior of a tractor up to the time he heard my car. He waved, and I stopped. “Mr. Harrison?” “I’m Phillip. And you are Mr. Cornell.” “Call me Steve like everybody else,” I said. “How’d you guess?” “Recognized you,” he said with a grin. “I’m the guy that pulled you out.” “Thanks,” I said, offering a hand. He chuckled. “Steve, consider the hand taken and shook, because I’ve enough grime to muss up a regiment.” “It won’t bother me,” I said. “Thanks, but it’s still a gesture, and I appreciate it, but let’s be sensible. I know you can wash, but let’s shake later. What can I do for you?” “I’d like a first-hand account, Phil.” “Not much to tell. Dad and I were pulling stumps over about a thousand feet from the wreck. We heard the racket. I am esper enough to dig that distance with clarity, so we knew we’d better bring along the block and tackle. The tractor wouldn’t go through. So we came on the double, Dad rigged the tackle and hoisted and I took a running dive, grabbed and hauled you out before the whole thing went Whoosh! We were both lucky, Steve.” I grunted a bit but managed to nod with a smile. “I suppose you know that I’m still trying to find my fiancée?” “I’d heard tell,” he said. He looked at me sharply. I’m a total blank as a telepath, like all espers, but I could tell what he was thinking. “Everybody is convinced that Catherine was not with me,” I admitted. “But I’m not. I know she was.” He shook his head slowly. “As soon as we heard the screech of brakes and rubber we esped the place,” he said quietly. “We dug you, of course. But no one else. Even if she’d jumped as soon as that tree limb came into view, she could not have run far enough to be out of range. As for removing a bag, she’d have had to wait until the slam-bang was over to get it out, and by the time your car was finished rolling, Dad and I were on the way with help. She was not there, Steve.” #You’re a goddam liar!# Phillip Harrison did not move a muscle. He was blank telepathically. I was esping the muscles in his stomach, under his loose clothing, for that first tensing sign of anger, but nothing showed. He had not been reading my mind. I smiled thinly at Phil Harrison and shrugged. He smiled back sympathetically, but behind it I could see that he was wishing that I’d stop harping on a dead subject. “I sincerely wish I could be of help,” he said. In...
